Maybe it should be. [ No, he doesn't mean that in the slightest. ] I had a lot of choices, I just made the wrong one. Nothing I can say or do will bring him back.

[ Did Sembene know what his death would do to him? To the others? At the time, he showed no fear and only seemed to care about him surviving. A small part of him understands and that's the whole reason he's spiraled like this. ]

I don't.. [ He even gives him one of those are you serious looks before leaning over to retrieve the glass, taking a small sip. ] Satisfied?