[ Maybe it would be different had it been his choice to become a werewolf, but it wasn't. The beast had been thrust upon him by someone he had once trusted, which had only served to fuel the fire of his bitterness. It's difficult to feel any love or admiration for a title that comes with countless bodies, innocent bodies - women, children. A part of him has accepted his destiny but another part still struggles from time to time.
When the feed cuts off, Ethan sits up and stares down at the blank screen for a while before throwing the device at the wall. His anger isn't directed at Dorian, it's at himself for being so careless. He still can't decide if what he saw was brought on by the City alone, or if someone dipped into his inner most thoughts to torment him. Whoever did it, the trick worked like a charm.
My friend, Ethan Chander.
It takes him a moment to struggle to his feet again but, once he does, he stumbles his way over to unlock the door before collapsing in a heap back on the floor again. Everything is spinning, even when he closes his eyes the room seems to be swirling beneath him. Ethan covers his face with his hands, sighing shakily, before feeling a familiar stinging sensation in his eyes. The shame of acting like this, the pain of seeing Sembene again..
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When the feed cuts off, Ethan sits up and stares down at the blank screen for a while before throwing the device at the wall. His anger isn't directed at Dorian, it's at himself for being so careless. He still can't decide if what he saw was brought on by the City alone, or if someone dipped into his inner most thoughts to torment him. Whoever did it, the trick worked like a charm.
My friend, Ethan Chander.
It takes him a moment to struggle to his feet again but, once he does, he stumbles his way over to unlock the door before collapsing in a heap back on the floor again. Everything is spinning, even when he closes his eyes the room seems to be swirling beneath him. Ethan covers his face with his hands, sighing shakily, before feeling a familiar stinging sensation in his eyes. The shame of acting like this, the pain of seeing Sembene again..
It's too damn much. ]