...I'm not certain. I haven't been as perceptive as I should have been...and you have always been something of a mystery. But I have still considered you as something of a friend, and I have felt that I understand you in certain ways others cannot.
[ Leaning onto one hand, the cushion dips slightly. ]
It has only been recently that I have learned to again allow myself the pleasure and pain of keeping friends. It is so very frightening, considering it involves a trust that isn't named, but...is to be accepted as an understanding. That sort of faith takes a boldness I once thought I should not be allowed, and yet at least one capability we all have gained while here is that of change.
And I had thought, perhaps I could see the same for your sake. Did I perceive you wrong, after all?
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[ Leaning onto one hand, the cushion dips slightly. ]
It has only been recently that I have learned to again allow myself the pleasure and pain of keeping friends. It is so very frightening, considering it involves a trust that isn't named, but...is to be accepted as an understanding. That sort of faith takes a boldness I once thought I should not be allowed, and yet at least one capability we all have gained while here is that of change.
And I had thought, perhaps I could see the same for your sake. Did I perceive you wrong, after all?